Caught in the Middle of The Story

I have found myself angry regarding people judging me where I am currently. I can see the acceleration in my life because I am experiencing it. Society can get caught up in what they think we"ought" to be doing. This "judgy" nature leaves no room for grace, rest, or improvement. Judgment is not something we humans are good at. We have our convictions, and that can look different for someone else. Yahweh has his way of dealing with us. He didn't all plan for our lives to look the same or for us to act the same way. We aren't equipped to judge others because we do not know the story God has written for them. We are all trying to walk out of our predetermined steps and live the life God destined for us. The struggle and resistance build us and prepare us for the many things we have to endure in both realms. The blessing is us striding with God. The result is joy, peace, and abundance."Doing what feels natural and filling" is what God wants you to do because he planned it. Society likes to play judge and jury and forget that they are only crossing paths with people in the middle of the story God has written or rewriting. The plans God has for you, some chapters look like you are making ALL the wrong turns.

Side Note: This is different when GOD sends a message via the HOLY SPIRIT to help GUIDE and CORRECT you, but a conviction should never feel like condemnation because it is through God's loving guidance.

I had someone asks me "Was it in God's will for you to struggle?"

This question cut me so deep that I cried out to God, and he answered with comfort.

I Lamented on the question and realized: like Josiah in the bible (2 Kings 23:1-27), God instructed me to tear down everything he didn't command or authorize. Spring 2023 is about restoration and new beginnings for me. I have encountered so many people who caught me at a time when God had me pivot. So yeah, it was. God will put you in a season(s) where you learn things from His way and His point of view. I am still figuring out who this woman is and where she needs the most care. I am deciding what this new foundation I am setting up for my generation. What knowledge do I want to pass on to them so my bloodline won't feel that love is hard, healing is impossible, and to know they can bounce back from anything?

If I can't encourage you to do anything else I want to encourage you to not be discouraged by people viewing you from a place where you are toiling and prioritizing the Journey God designed. keep walking and above all else Keep God first.

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