Leading Where You Are

Hello, long time no read! I'm going to go ahead and give it to you straight, I've been avoiding blogging because I haven't been feeling creative and I've been exhausted. Sure, I've been posting on my YouTube channel, but writing feels like a performance where I have to give out great wisdom or it's not worth sharing. Recently, I felt a burden to lead where I am and bring peace, respect, love, and vulnerability to our Walks with GOD. Even though I may not have something new to add, I realized that I can be the sister to resonate with the most and gain knowledge and ideas to bring before the lord. What right do I have to stop God from using me in all mediums (writing/speaking/engaging)?

God has yet to release me into my creative writing so this is me, hoping you can gain something from these blog posts. One of our campus pastors talked about how we believe we don't have a ministry and God could not use us where we are, and that was it for me. I decided today (March 18, 2024) that I wasn't going to stop what God could do through this blog. I may not see the fruits of where I am just yet, but 8 people subscribe to me about 3 people read my blog posts and that's 11 souls that God has entrusted me with. Although I try not to look at the world for my point of direction for success I can't deny that I feel like I am doing enough, I feel like because God told me to do these things then I am supposed to touch thousands of lives. But for now, God just wants my obedience he wants me to work for a reason he has not disclosed, and my obedience to his command should be greater than this false sense of success. This blog post is a receipt of obedience and in its own right an action of doing what God told me to do.

I'll leave it at that for today. Thank you for stopping by and I'll see you again soon!